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oh hi it's been awhile hasn't it oh it doesn't feel like it at all no really i can't believe it well i mean how could you when the weeks have been as packed as they've been i've had books to read and papers to write and people to love and shows to see and housing to sort out oh did i mention i found a place to live i'll show you a picture when i get around to it you can see it pretty plainly on google earth yeah it's funny i'm not sure how i feel about it but whatever it's owned by this really nice polish lady who can't handle my name very well i mean so many different nationalities have trouble with it yeah more than you'd expect but anyway it's real nice and i'm thankful to have it sorted out i wanna have people over all the time or be with people at their places because i mean that's what i'm staying for right and augh i can't believe how many people i'm thankful to know and i feel bad because i hardly ever have time to tell them how thankful i am for them or even when i do usually end up fumbling around with silly words or hand gestures and it always gets worse when i haven't slept normally and that's been happening a lot lately so i've been running around giggling incessantly at people it's actually pretty fun in the snow but it's gotten warmer all of a sudden and what was snow is either ice or water and that's not very nice to walk around in but hey it beats the frigid air that i'm sure will come in january when everyone else goes back to class and i go to get a job doing something anything hey friend can you get me a job i don't even really care i just want something that will give me enough time to hang with people when they get outta class and maybe take people to the city to see improv shows or possibly take a class i don't know if i'll have time for that or finances or whatever it's hard to say at this point and there's so much that needs to happen between now and then that it's hardly even worth thinking about now so yeah i got some finals and a couple papers to write and then i need to pack and check out of my apartment and then i can fly home where i'll be happy to see my family and not worry about next semester's homework but from here on out it's gonna be a little different isn't it what with not being in saga every day and not even having chapel to feel guilty about missing and everyone else's life just goes on and stays generally the same oh life is so weird in these moments oh totally yeah me too i've got to read these books and say some things about them i guess yeah i know right just trying to get through but we'll talk soon okay because i really like you and am so glad we're friends good luck with your stuff aw thanks yes talk to you soon later.