"so what are you doing for your birthday?"

i'm feeling better. still not up to par, but better. i wish the last post wasn't wrought so much out of sheer frustration, but there you have it.

i turn twenty today. a few people around the house were surprised to hear that i was only twenty--someone had thought i was twenty-two or something. i think i'm still young enough for that to be a compliment, but i'm twenty now. i wonder when my perceived age will catch up to my actual age, or if i will always seem a little older than i am. it's just curious.

so people have been asking if i have any special plans for today, and my basic answer is just trying to get better. "i might take a nap," i said earlier.

have a good day, everybody.